It’s been a while. It really has. Since I have felt anything deep or meaningful. I wander. Not literally. Otherwise I would have lost all that weight, wouldn’t I? I just feel this void and the sad part is that not even my boyfriend can fill it anymore. He told me a week ago I think, “After meeting you, I have lost my sex drive”. I do not know what to make of it. He also then added that he does not lust for me. I really do not know what to make of this and yet I cannot ask him. There is communication of thoughts and ideas. There are only dinners and movies. There is nothing more. I guess we just have to live like this. And in between lie my dreams.
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